Trish's note to self

ok.. extraordinary guy wants extraordinary girl.. I'm just a simple ordinary girl.. so there is no point hoping for an extraordinary guy like in all those rom-com.. get real.. girl..

OK.. Another note.. among guys in my life.. I don't know why I always dream of Mr.Y. I mean.. ok.. he was my first love.. kinda.. even though it's not a real love.. more like.. puppy love.. and he's not even that good as a bf.. too much pain involved.. He still ventured into my dream.. but even Love.. I don't even dream of Love that much.. in fact.. never.. I guess I think of him too much during the day already.. no need to revisit at night, huh?